In 5 years time (Revised)

While looking through some of my old posts, I found a blog that I had written 3 years ago - Explaining how I wanted my life to be in 5 years time. It's funny really, because most things I wrote, aren't true anymore. I want completely different things. I feel like I suddenly know how I want my life to plan out, I feel a connection when I think of a certain way of life and it's nothing how I imagined it would be.

You can read my old post here to compare how different it is to today, 3 years later -
http://myameliarosex.blogspot.co.uk/2015/02/in-5-years-time.html

1. I want to wake up every day with the inspiration to make things for other people, I believe that I want it to be based around plants, paintings, pretty diy household items, bath bombs, photography, crystal jewellery etc. I feel that I can build a business, or a sustainable shop where I can make all the things that I love and sell them to others who will also feel good from them! Most of the things I've already researched how to make, I just need the products and starting points to get going. I have ordered like 400 succulent seeds though so in a years time I should be able to start selling them!

2. Travelling is something I never really cared about doing, but I've come to realise that I can't stand being in one place. I admire to see breath taking views, experience new and exciting things that I currently don't really get to chance to do! I would like to buy a van, or a mini bus and convert it into a home. I personally would be happy to leave my flat and live in the van full time - but I'm not sure my partner and kids would be so keen on that idea. But once I have accomplished this we will have the freedom to go anywhere we want, travel without having to pay for accommodation. We can go for as long as we like, with no time limits. I totally love the outdoors, and I love feeling free, away from society, that judges you for every single thing you do.

3. I think you all know that I'm into spirituality and crystals and stuff, but since my journey began, I feel like I'm more aware of my thoughts than ever - I know it's a process and it gets bad before it gets worse, but sometimes I feel like I'm constantly stuck in a low and I just can't pull myself back up. So in 5 years time I hope that I've mastered my mind enough to just be happy, to just acknowledge my thoughts and let them pass. I wish to be more grateful and appreciate of the people around me. It's really important that I note these things because I find it really important to be a kind person, but we all think and stay stuff that we regret. This will be the hardest thing for me to achieve out of all of it, being able to keep my mind in a happy place instead of dwelling on my bad thoughts.

4. Live a healthier lifestyle and introduce better foods to my family. I spend ALOT of my time on the internet, and most of it is reading, or researching. So I know that pretty much all of the food we eat is bad for us, it's completely fake. Real foods are fruits, veg, herbs, nuts, grains etc.. But we just don't eat these things anymore and it's so not normal even though we believe it is. My partner has already told me he doesn't want to go vegan, but I know for a fact that if he ate a vegan meal he wouldn't even tell the difference (he knows this too he just won't admit it ;) ) now I'm not going to force him or my children into anything, it will be completely their choice - But I will make this change, and I feel that once my family see the benefits I receive, and how tasty the food is - they will happily make the change too by themselves - and if they don't, that's still fine! But they will defiantly be eating more fruit/veg and foods that have good benefits rather than poor effects.

5. Lastly, I just want happiness, I want my partner and my children to be happy inside and out. I want to feel their love and for them to feel mine - all the time. I want to make amazing memories, and experience crazy things and laugh all the time - Because that's all that really matters in this crazy thing that we call life, being happy.

I know now that I can make this happen, because I understand how thoughts create things. Visions create reality - I know that if I vision these things enough, eventually they will come to me. If I tell myself every day that I am capable of achieving these things, then I will achieve them. They may not happen in 5 years time, but I know that they will happen.